I got some grades back...

An A- in Prose Fiction, that made me happy...
and the most happy thing of all...the toughest grader at Bard gave me a B....

So right now, things are good. I think...
I watched South Pacific today...and I got a little weepy...all that love and all those sailors...too much emotion for me

Off to bed...or off to talk to Isaac Erbele...
Farewell fools

Viva La Revolucion!

My new motto...
I think it's appropriate...

My new hobby:
Painting minitures (how 18th century!)
What a beautiful day...I got to fill water tables at 8 AM and watch 18 little 3 and 4 year olds...ehhh at 50 bucks a day, I can't complain...
and it's only for 3 hours a day...hooray for good pay!

"Shouldn't you be driving on route 218 right now?"

I am now a proud owner of a Tri Corner Hat! Hoorah!
Today's Boston visit was much fun...I finally got a new cello bow (570 dollars later...sadness) but worth it...it is a superior bow and I look forward to paying my mother for it =)
There's not much to tell you now...I am very tired and starting to talk like the founding brothers...I watched the documentary when i came home.

So when I think of something to say....oh here we are...

I was listening to "Sitting on the dock of the bay" driving home today and almost by acid flashback...I journeyed foward to find myself married to Alex with children sitting on the dock of a bay...peace and calm until i snapped out of the daydream and shook it off...what awful thoughts though in my daydream, i was smiling!

Thought of the day: Why does a pick up truck make you more of a man?

This, ladies and gents, is why we do what we do.

That is a quote from one of Alex's famed forwards about military life that I guess he feels like he needs to send me. I usually dont read the emails, because I feel like its a breach of security, delving into military affairs (though something i will persue in later years) doesn't seem right now...especially when they're from Alex H. Raggio...

Ive been getting up earlier and earlier every morning...and goin on walks with the dog. I'm starting to act like my mom...soon I'm going to read the crap she reads.
American daytime television is so interesting...its a calvacade of bullshit and depression all rolled into one magnificant ball of fun...I've been watching the history channel mostly...that's not bullshit...Crossing Over with John Edwards is bullshit, The View is bullshit, Passions is bullshit, A Wedding Story, the Christoper Lowell show (that man is so gay it hurts) Jerry Springer (today was "bring in the bisexuals") the list goes on and on...it's all trumped up American slop...
No wonder the arab world hates us!

There's something wrong with my cat...everytime i try to pet him...he jumps wildly in the air and then calms down...I think something happened to Spoo...

"Named for Elmer of Judiciary Fame..."

I swear, there is a bird that sounds exactly like the Keene North fire drill and it keeps throwing me off guard...I hear it and want to run out the door...
The Batman movie was on AMC this morning...I thought of Jesse...
"He's swallowed the catbait...and now he'll be bat bait! (evil laugh)" -Riddler

I got a messege today on my answering machine from the Darien Community Association who give me scholarship for school...and the woman on the phone was like, "you're such a great person, we were so impressed w/ your drive and ambition...etc" I feel great now. They told me they hope to help me all four years of college because i 'deserve it'...I dont why, but old people love me...

Today I took the dog for a walk and we passed the elementary school and they were having field day. It brought me back to all of that when I was 6. The tug of war, the relay races, the parachute...the popsicles....

"You make me feel...you make me feel like a natural woman..."
Oh I miss Bard...I miss talking to people about homestar runner...I miss nathalie...I miss Ross, dave 1, jesse, jeremy, even finkel!
Time for the dentist.

Final thought: yesterday i past planned parenthood and the anti abortion people were there...i really wanted to throw something at them...

Word of the day: Motive....

Back to my old inquisitive self again, listening to Britten's War Requiem, locking myself in my room...looking for something to maybe attach myself to creatively, because I haven't painted or written anything in a while. Maybe another collage is in order...those are always so much fun.

Today was a neverending array of chores for my mother...and the evil nurse pricked me with a needle and i bled. Tomorrow's the dentist. How i loathe the dentist!

I was watching the Music Man tonight and I have "Gary, Indiana" stuck in my head. That brought back the flood of Indiana memories.
Someone told me that when a company or the governement wants to take a survey of "Real American People" they go to Muncie, Indiana...
That makes sense to me.

I got a raise yesterday...that was pretty coool...8.50 an hour now...sweeeet.

Tomorrow, I am going to go to the dentist, sit on my ass and watch documentaries...with Cheez it Party mix in hand. Summer is, pretty sweet. Hopefully everything is going to be okay in the world. I hope...

Random note of the day: I love having the fathers of kids I have hooked up with come into the pharmacy and ask for their drugs. In my brain I am screaming, "Your son...I have violated him...your genetic code is swimming in my mouth..." the thrill is I get to pretend I have NO IDEA who they are...and the bigger thrill is that they have no idea who I am, they have no idea that their offspring and I had "relations"..from Olsen to Sainz to Donegan...I've done it all.
"All right Mrs. Sainz...what's your address?"
Inside my brain I'm chanting 20 Colony Road...20 Colony Road...20 Colony Road.
And when she finally says "20 Colony Road..." I act suprised.
It's the great acting lesson that is life.