Ever have a strange dream where nothing makes sense at all? I tell you something...last night's dream was so confusing...like little vignettes in this whole symbolic puzzle. The first dream was about this giant tornado that hit Robbins and all the windows broke and me and these two upperclassman were holding onto this tree while the Tornado came. The second vignette was lying in bed with...Colin (Bard kids...i like Colin and all, but no sex will be exchanged between me and him) in his hotel room. Even in my dreams i don't want to have sex with him! So this one was the most pronounced in my head: i was dropping my friend James off at the Naval Academy and all these guys were in this large hall in uniform doing drills. My mom was waiting in the family car to check in James. Then, I saw Jeremy and Dave 1 and they were fighting in the balcony...I went up to talk to them but they were too busy kicking the shit out of these midshipmen...it was weird. And then the walls came down and crushed all the new recruits and dave fell on top of the walls and started to thow up all over the place...I went outside as quickly as I could to my mother who was next in line. An old man asked her to "check her weapons" and my mom handed him a shotgun and a handgun! I was like, what the hell...and the old man told her she could park near the arts building...bullshit the Naval Academy has an arts building...But instead of parking she drove away and I ended up standing in the snow with all these midshipman and a woman telling us when our next meeting was. I was taking classes with the Naval Academy? There was a raccoon sitting on my car and we were next to a rundown train station. We were all quiet until it left and the woman turned to me and said...."Take 213 all the way home...and we will see you on tuesday."
I woke up to the song of my roomy's really loud phone ringing...stupid loud phone...and then my phone rang and it was Ross and he asked me a dumb question and now I'm cranky as all shit.
Oh well...it wasn't as bad as the news I got yesterday... =(
And the weather outside just proves how crappy my day is going to be. I'm locked in this room until i promised myself a paper of three pages in length for my final project on that jerk Don McLean and his so called "American Pie."
I am growing up too fast. I need to be ignorant a few more decades.