The Happiest Girl in New York
I am running on two hours of sleep but yet, I am utterly and rediculously awake. I even walked to my fencing meet, dancing. Why, might you ask...why would I be, (gasp) giddy? It's been so long since I couldn't stop smiling or the last time I spent the whole night in bed with someone. I must admit, I have to be the happiest girl in New York.
It was a question Blake asked me at 6AM, when the sun was just starting to peak through the shades. "Are you happy?" Happy...I haven't been happy in a long time. But yet, somehow this made everything disappear. So what if Braden had Abby! So what if Jesse ruined our plans for spring break! So what if Vic the Prick hooked up with Porter! I was happy. Months of sexual tension, months of loneliness...all slipped by in a matter of seconds. It was back to myself, back to the non bitter and happy go luck Emily Sauter.
I am the happiest girl at Bard, happiest girl in Upstate New York, happiest girl in New York. And I have one guy to thank for all of this.
I'll spare the details of my night of passion...because I want to be tasteful (though I will say this, it was...incredible). And yes, I realize that Blake went back to Boston...which makes me a tad sad, but I can't make him stay at Bard (though i wish i could)...but I accept it. That's life, right? But I am happy...nothing could destroy my good mood. So what if I'm not with Blake...I do care about him very much so, but he's in Boston...and Boston and Bard are not as close as you could think. That's life...
Anyway, I also won two out of the three bouts for the Marist/Bard meet.
Man, why can't everyday be as stimulating and wonderful as today!
Sunday, March 09, 2003
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