So as I gazed the shops of the Palisades mall to watching the documentary "13" about being a 13 year old girl and how they think (it's so sad how pathetically shallow these girls are) I realize that I am not really a chick. Think about it...I'm this asexual non fem THING...Come on, we all know even Jesse has more womanly features than I...he even has that fem swagger in his walk...I have that stalky Todd swagger...unpleasant!
I just wear that stupid stewardess skirt and a tank top...but no flowers, no frills...just this thing...in solid colors...so I'm going to try to be more "fem" and less this butchy thing I have dug for myself. I dont know how to do that though...be a lady...dude, I belch and stuff...I am no lady.

Maybe one day I'll be a woman...but for now...I guess I'll be this thing