Let me just say one thing...

I am not mad at Jesse Aylen...I am mad at his ability to make me wait for him. I have my own schedule, I like hanging out with him because he is good company and my best friend...but when a friend keeps blowing you off and making fun of you...well, then I think I have to comprehend who my friends really are. I am not sorry...I will never be sorry...even if I am still your friend I will not be sorry for my actions.

I will not lose again...like all those other times in my life where I have lost. I am going to make this one count.
So Jesse, I am not mad at you...but it's your attitude that's bothering me...
you can tell me I'm the same way whatever...this isn't about me, this is about you...
As Alex used to say to me all the time: change my dear....

Of course Alex wanted me to become a spineless American beauty...
Just look at yourself Jesse...