I look so good!

Today I took Braden for his "updating." I don't expect every boy I date to be up with the times but Braden needed a push in the right direction. And boy did he ever get a push in the right direction. My jaw almost hit the floor when he came out wearing that blue office shirt and those cord pants. That's my boyfriend? He's so attractive! It would seem a very shallow thing to say considering looks aren't everything but there was something sexually stimulating about Braden for the first time in my life...that I wanted to cast everything aside and throw my arms around him and push him into the dressing room. I'm sure he'd be terrified...but usually sexual whims don't happen everyday for me.
But as for everything...I say I had my doubts over break. See, I need passion...passion getting thrown up against a door, leaving with bruises...not S&M shit, that's freaky...but awkward, confused, knocking shit over passion...and I fear to say that Braden and passion do not go together. He might surprise me...dear God I hope he surprises me.
I saw Adaptation with the gang tonight. What a multi faceted movie. I enjoyed it to the fullest...and Streep doing green lines and having sex with a guy with no teeth...I mean that's just genius.
tomorrow is a day of unpacking, blondies...getting back to college...maybe showing Braden the ropes of sexual conduct.
Welcome to Passion 345...I will be your professor Emily Sauter. This class deals with the specifics of passion in context to real advanced sexual skill and tactics. The class will begin slowly with basic footwork and by the end, I expect the student to be at an advanced levels, with lots of hands on demenstrations.
I look forward to working with you...