Whoring the Camcam for cash

The title is exactly what I did. For 80 bucks, a hot lunch, and a tank of gas...I drove to Ithaca, NY to drop Kendall Gilchrest at Ithaca College. Kendall and I aren't exactly friends because we really don't know each other, but when her brother complained at work...I thought, hey...I need 80 bucks...and I didn't do it just for the money, the drive on rt. 17 up to Ithaca is one of the most breathtaking views of New York State you can get.
Think about it, if i had stayed at home all day...I would have been watching MTV's "real life" like I was yesterday...the pathetic side of myself. I wanted to get out and do something for a change instead of watching good ole TV or staring at the monitor all day hoping for a glimpse of someone to talk to. I got up and did something and Kendall's pretty cool...so I felt like I did good. Though my lower back hurts a lot, but hey, you drive nine hours, you're going to be in pain.
Braden emailed me today with a so-called apology about not talking to me...it was full of excuses but with the signature Braden-esque tart honesty and humor, I was happy he had even thought about me these past days. Going back to Bard in six days is going to be strange, It almost seems like Suite F was a wonderful dream I had one night and when I woke up, I went to work at the pharmacy and ate conversation hearts all day. Jesse is just a voice on the phone like that of Charlie's Angels...Bard College seems like the past and Darien seems like it's always been the present and future. It's really messing up my sense of timing.
So sad really...they do give us too much time around here those Bard people. I need to learn something fast or else I'm going to turn out like those people to TRL...all shallow, pathetic, disturbed, no sense of what is good for them, growing old and being republican...good thing Joe Millionaire is on tomorrow night.
That show is chock full o' nowledge (knowledge spelled wrong because I'm proving that Joe Millionaire is trash for morons, yet I watch...what a great show)